thoughts n such

I thought he trusts me...
I thought he knew me better than that...
I thought he knew what I feel so deeply for him...
I thought he won't change no matter what...
I thought he won't let anything come between us...

Have I thought wrong..?
Is it all just my imagination n my wishful thinking..?
Are we after all just the same as the others..?

Is it all because of me..
Is it just me.. or has the way he look at me had changed...?
I guess I'm nothing special after all...
Who am I to have thought n hoped for otherwise...